following inner guidance

• When we come into this life on Earth we come out of the infinite into the finite. We time and again experience life in a physical body surrounded by a physical world we don't fully understand because it's not our natural state. Our natural state is in the spirit realm. We create models, rules and laws to try and help our continuously struggling minds to understand the illusion we find ourselves in here on Earth held in place by gravity and the electromagnetic energy of the planet. 
• The physical plane, and world  we create with our three dimensional minds is a boot camp for the soul to learn and carry forward into our next evolution.
• I received a big test this time around.  I didn't see it coming. As happens so often my ability to see was clouded by obstacles in my mind. I had done a magnificent job of creating these illusions. I put up mental blocks made of expectations that kept me from seeing what is real.

• When we are faced with a great challenge we find ourselves at a crossroads where we have a choice. For an instant time stops, and when it does, the past and the future disappear. We find ourselves in the present moment of now, and now is really all there is. In the present moment we can see clearly what needs to be done. What sent me screeching into now was a diagnosis of MS, and ultimately I decided that this experience is not mine, and is not who I am. I am well and I am whole and that is enough.
• As I struggled to understand what had happened as this shift occurred, and I was guided by my higher self to start looking inside of me at my own inner parts, lay them  out on the floor and discarded the ones that no longer served me and keep only what I needed to return to health. I didn't have any training in psychology, but I followed my guidance. I gave myself permission to work on me.
• I was guided too by lessons I'd already learned, Self reliance, and a positive attitude. I was not willing to wait to be fixed. As my physical body declined I got to work. Little by little I put the pieces together and fixed me.  I figured it out, and I am returning to health now. My message today is that we each have the ability to heal ourself. I'm nothing special.
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• My passion now is to serve others and share how to return to our natural state of health.
• Thank you and have a lovely day.